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Art is a wound turned into light. George Braque, French painter

One of our greatest honours is hearing stories of how textile art has helped TextileArtist.org community and Stitch Club members through life’s challenges. So many of you have either discovered or returned to stitching to help get you through tough times.

We’re also struck by the overwhelming support fellow stitchers offer when these stories are shared online. This has truly become a caring community in which both art and emotions can be safely shared. And it’s a terrific reminder we are not alone. Seeing and hearing about others’ journeys through loss or grief helps us all.

There are countless research articles touting the benefits of creating art to help deal with stress, anxiety, loss and grief. For example, Neuroesthetics provides scientific evidence through brain imaging and biofeedback that the arts engage the mind in novel ways and help us tap into our emotions in healthy ways.

When we create, we can express ourselves in ways that words cannot. We can attempt to make meaning while stitching through our tears, our laughter, our hopes and our pain.

That’s exactly what these five Stitch Club members have done, and we’re incredibly grateful to them for sharing both their art and personal stories. They tackle grief and fear in remarkably touching and creative ways. Each will tell you it wasn’t always easy or even enjoyable. But it was something they needed to do, and we’re all the better for it.

Jane King

A tea trolley tribute

Jane King’s mum was known for her tea trolley of goodies that she’d wheel out for family and friends. Featuring a bottomless pot of tea and lots of cakes and tray bakes, Jane’s mum used her best bone china, embroidered tray cloth, damask napkins and a silver sugar bowl Jane’s grandfather had won playing bowls during war time.

When Jane’s mum died in 2019, Jane knew she could only keep a small amount of her mum’s belongings. So, she chose the more sentimental items, including everyday linens stitched with embroidered flowers, lace or crochet trims, as well as drawn whitework details.

“It was a lovely experience to find a home for some of those fabrics and use them to capture happy memories. And it was helpful to make something pretty and cheerful that remembered the good times rather than the sad times when my mum’s health was failing.’

Jane created this work in response to a Stitch Club ‘Mind Mapping’ workshop led by Ali Ferguson. Jane was challenged to create a ‘story from home’ that started in the kitchen and featured meaningful materials, words and a motif. Jane incorporated treasures from her mum’s tea trolley, including her mum’s engraved napkin ring.

‘The china plate in the corner especially brings back so many happy memories. Mum would make a Victoria Sandwich with half jam and half lemon curd inside and a sprinkle of caster sugar. It was a real treat to get the slice that had both!’

Jane used the workshop’s tissue paper technique to stitch her text and motifs. For example, she wrote the words ‘Time for Tea’ on the tissue paper, pinned it to the background fabric and then back stitched over her writing. She then removed the tissue paper. She used the same process for the sugar spoon.

‘It’s a straightforward technique, and I think adding handwriting to a piece adds a very personal touch. I most enjoy creating personal pieces inspired by the textiles I’ve inherited or using them in pieces based on my local patch walks which have been so important during lockdowns. I have just finished a cloth concertina book titled ‘A Walk Around the Block.’

Jane lives in Willaston, Cheshire, UK, and since retiring 10 years ago, she has concentrated on textile art. She joined The Embroiderer’s Guild local branch and was also invited to join Context, a local textile group. 

Sandra Rose

My grandfather, the tailor

Sandra Rose’s love for textiles came from her grandfather (‘Dadcu’ in Welsh) who was the village tailor in Whitland, West Wales. His workroom in the front of the house was a social hub on ‘Mart Day’ when farmers would come for either a fitting or a chat. He also helped with funeral dressing, messaging a firm in Cardiff for fabric to be delivered the next day. It was not unusual for him to stitch day and night to complete funeral outfits.

‘As a young child, my grandfather saved his leftover fabric scraps for me in a special box. They were my treasures. I spent hours laying my dolls on the fabric and drawing around their shapes before carefully cutting them out. I then eagerly sewed the pieces together, but they never fit! That was my first lesson on “seam allowance,” and from then on, textiles have been my long-standing passion in life.’

Sandra had always avoided stitching faces in her work, but she decided to take on the portrait challenge presented in Ailish Henderson’s class in Stitch Club. She chose an evocative picture of her grandfather in his workroom which brought back childhood memories.

‘Trying to capture his essence was the most difficult part. I tried to incorporate small touches that I could remember, such as the needles and threads in his lapels and the glasses on the tip of his nose. I included an original page dated 1950 from his measurements book and worked a running stitch to bring the piece together and add some originality.’

Sandra also used white satin offcuts to capture the shine of her grandfather’s snow-white hair and moustache. Vintage wool was used for the jacket and a ticking fabric for the shirt.

‘I love the broad range of skills, techniques and finishes that working with textiles offers. I have experimented with most, from traditional techniques such as hardanger and cross stitch to running wild with free machining. Now I pursue a diverse mix of layering, dyeing, painting, printing, distorting and free machining. Textiles feed my soul.’

Sandra lives in a small village on the outskirts of Cardiff, Wales. She had always intended to stitch memories of her grandfather, and this particular Stitch Club challenge inspired her to create a textile book that she can now cherish and share with family and friends.

Ali Lester

A walk with dad

When Ali Lester lost her father, it hit her hard. He was the rock of the family, and he loved unconditionally. He had wanted to pursue art as a career, but he was brought up to believe he had to get a ‘good job’ to support his family.

‘Fortunately, he spent his last 18 years of retirement developing his passions for art and music. When we went to galleries, he would point things out that made paintings come alive. And he’d sometimes stand in front of a single artwork for 30 minutes or more just soaking it in. It was almost a spiritual experience for him, and now it’s the same for me as I sew a bit of my soul into my work.’

This piece was inspired by Valerie Goodwin’s Stitch Club workshop ‘Stitching a Personal Map’ in which Ali was challenged to illustrate ‘a special place’ with stitch and colour. Ali decided to depict a walk through the woods with her father that was both realistic and symbolic. She layered painted fabrics with grey and peach transparent nylon to create the dark and light areas of the map. She then added round cuts of fabric attached with star stitch to represent the trees.

‘I finished the piece with a split stitch line that starts in grey and finishes in bright yellow to depict my emotional journey. The line starts with many twists and loops that eventually lessen but are never fully straight. For me, that represents how grief never ends, but you learn to smile through it. After all, we only feel deep sorrow because we have known great love.’

Ali admits creating this work brought forth many mixed emotions. Some were painful, while others were bittersweet memories of the good times.

‘There were moments when I struggled and had to put the work aside for a few days. But overall, I found creating this piece to be very therapeutic. Slow stitching, like walking, is meditative. And I was also able to make a symbolic journey through my grief by travelling from dark into light.

Ali lives in her childhood village in the Surrey Hills, UK. She rediscovered textile art when she completed a teaching degree in Art and Design from Coleg Normal which is part of Bangor University in North Wales.

Elaine Skidmore

Best friends forever

Elaine Skidmore and her friend, Lesley, were very close friends. They met in 1984, and their friendship blossomed through trips to the theatre and visiting National Trust properties. Sadly, Lesley passed from cancer in 2018, and Elaine was devastated.

‘Lesley was liked by everyone who met her and was kind and thoughtful to everyone she met. Lesley loved her family and was a loyal friend.’

When Elaine took a Stitch Club workshop with Sharon Peoples focusing on cross-stitching portraits, Elaine decided to stitch a portrait of Lesley from a photo she had. She traced Lesley’s image on tissue paper and then pinned it to linen. After stitching the outline with cross stitches, she tore the tissue away to then fill in the image with more cross stitch. She then finished the piece by adding trim at the bottom that resembled the pattern in Lesley’s cardigan.

‘I worked from the top down, ending with the cardigan, overlapping light and dark threads to achieve the shading. I had never stitched a portrait before, but I do paint, so I suspect that helped with the shading. I did struggle with the nose area, but overall, I think it came together quite well. I also think the fact I knew Lesley really well helped me succeed.’

Perhaps most remarkable is the fact that Elaine’s work is about the size of a hand. Students were encouraged to create mini portraits that could fit into small boxes, tins or other containers. Elaine didn’t think about a container at first, as she wasn’t confident she’d complete the portrait in the first place. But she was ultimately pleased with her end result, so she found a box and added quilting wadding to the back before placing it in the box.

‘Having not done anything like this before, I nearly didn’t attempt to make this portrait. Now I’m so glad I did. I found this process to be very therapeutic, and it just seemed to come together very easily. I felt as though something was guiding me, and I was pleased with the result.’

Elaine lives in Kingswinford in the West Midlands, UK, and is self-taught. She joined a local embroidery group not too long ago and has since loved making art pictures in stitch and felt. She also enjoys free-motion embroidery and appliqué.

Moyra Costello

Art of war

When Moyra Costello posted this work in the Stitch Club member area, she apologised in advance. The piece was her response to Gwen Hedley’s ‘Blurred Boundaries’ workshop in which Moyra expressed the dark feelings she had in the wake of Russia’s war with Ukraine.

‘But the response I got from my peers was identification and support. They understood my response and empathised. This made me feel normal, rather than overly sensitive or prurient.’

To set context, Moyra and her brother had read Robert Swindells’ Brother in the Land when much younger, and the two were forever changed. The book follows the adventures of a teenage boy as he struggles to survive in the north of England after a nuclear war has devastated the country. Surrounded at the time by real-world stories about the Cold War, Moyra and her brother were convinced a nuclear war was imminent, and that fear became a lifelong deep-rooted horror.

‘On the one hand, I am an expressive person, and getting my feelings out in a safe way is very helpful. On the other hand, I was giving shape to my underlying fears as I imagined the ultimate devastation and death of nature that comes with a nuclear holocaust. It’s not a fun topic.’

The workshop focused on mark making with acrylic paint on calico fabric and then stitching on top. Students were asked to choose two contrasting colours of paint to apply to a light-coloured background. Moyra chose the colours scarlet and Payne’s Grey thinking they were a good combination.

‘But as I was working, suddenly all I could see was smoke, bombs and blood. This isn’t entirely unusual, as I have always gravitated toward more creative ways of expression. I hate to be given a pattern. I just prefer to create something from raw materials. And I had long wanted to create a piece with paint and stitch.’

After painting the fabric with various tools and household items, Moyra cut it up into different shapes and then sorted them to represent different aspects of the scene. Rectangular blocks reminded her of the Twin Towers hit on 9/11, and the circular shapes evoked clouds of smoke. She then embellished the work with thread and additional appliqué.

Moyra lives in London, UK, and has been on a long journey of craft projects starting with painting and home décor. She won a Cadbury art prize for her painting of ‘The Firebird’ which had a lasting impression.

Key takeaways

• If you’re not confident about stitching a likeness of someone, think about focusing on a special place or activity that represents that person. Ali focused on her walks with her dad in the woods, and she included both real and symbolic images to help tell her story.
• Don’t be afraid to try a new technique to explore your feelings. Elaine had never done cross stitch before, but she found the process to be therapeutic on many levels.
• Know that it’s okay to create works that aren’t always happy or beautiful. And it’s also okay to share those works with others. Moyra was hesitant to share her work filled with ‘dark feelings,’ but when she did, she found support and understanding from others.
• Think about using fabrics, notions and other found materials that have a connection to the person, place or thing you want to remember. Jane focused on her mother’s tea trolley and created a collage of all its special items. And Sandra stitched on actual pages from her grandfather’s measurement book. This is a wonderful way to literally infuse memories of loved ones into your work.

Artist K. Johnson Bowles also uses textile art to explore personal trauma in ways that are both remarkable and shocking. And that’s exactly what she hopes to accomplish.